This has been a very hard day. I knew it would be and tried to ignore things and just treat it like any other. Denial did nothing but made it worse. I should have just stayed in bed and away from people as I have done past years.
It was at 8:45 AM on December 1st when Sandi passed. 7 years later I still, every single day, having a hard time dealing with her being gone. Holidays, her birthday, and this day is just brutal. Today was one of those absolute brutal days.
The picture is from a few months before things took a turn for the worse. She was feeling good and we thought she was beating the damn thing. The docs and nurses did too. The mood was upbeat so she was smiling.
I never thought I would be a widower. I never thought I would still be here so long after she passed. I would give anything to have her back with me.
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